i am

not OK today.

reality set in and i am breathless

chest sunken in

and tears in my eyes.

heavy feet and a loss of words.

failure is it? time for change?

all of a sudden,

my dream is just a dream...

unavailable and out of reach.



My friend Erica says you have 3 days to feel sorry for yourself and then after that you get on with your life. this is day 1.

i am sad.