Get bigger, but lean out...

2 weeks left till Ms. Fitness USA. I am going for top 10 this year- last year I placed 16th. I'm a bit bummed this year because I am not up to where I'd like to be physique wise. Feedback has been the same all year. Granted I put on more muscle and gained more shape, the judges and sponsors all want more more more. As a fitness trainer, next to my average client, I look fit and muscular... next to a fitness girl... I look scrawny and frail! Every competition I have gone to this year, the judges tell me the same thing... Gain more muscle, at the same time lean out! I know this and have been working on it, I swear... patience is a virtue... and it will come one day :)

The great news is... I found my dress :) Finally! I love it love it love it and want to wear it EVERYWHERE hehe. It's Ema Savahl...just beautiful. See, another reason not to get huge... I don't want to look like a muscley man in a gorgeous dress!! Can't wait to wear it.

Speaking of getting to wear it... I'll have the chance to do just that in my next photoshoot on sunday! Haven't done a shoot in awhile and I'm very excited. I have an awesome hair stylist and an amazing MUA I'll be fortunate to work with. yay!

So vegas is finally set- rooms, dress, costume... bling bling! Thank goodness for hollywood. My mom is going and one of my best friends from the Lu is going... she is my personal hair sylist... yay for big hair this year! Can't wait to be back on the big stage. Man, I miss performing.

Oh, speaking of the Lululemon... I am sad to say... I will no longer be an official lulu girl. August 31st is my last day... no more merching, no more window displays! So sad, but I'm a rockin and a rollin with other gigs and I have no time... but have nothing but love for the company! I will miss the Lu's tremendously. I don't know how I would have handled this past year without them. Love you girls.

Well, there is no where else to go besides onward and upward! Can't wait to compete and prove to myself that I worked hard this year. I love competitions!! Bring it on!! Here's to BIGGER and better this year!!!